Why don't I want AB to stop

To be totally brutal, I would be lost without it!!

I would have no reason to keep going! AB keeps my mind active, has me travelling (something I wouldn't have done before on my own!) I wouldn't have a family, you see I disowned my actual family about 13-14 years ago when they refused to accept I was being independent and standing up to them for their nastiness all because the man I married helped me see how they really are (so much they hated our relationship they tried to pay him to leave me and my daughter!)

I have a lot of hate in my heart for many reasons this is only one of them. You see behind the screen you can hide behind words and emojis and can hide your true self. I thought watching my child become a woman that would thaw my heart but it didn't. I hate the fact she will never know her family, she can contact them i have given her the means to.

I felt everything was my fault and hated myself for a longtime, but wow along come BTS and AB

I have discovered emotions I had locked away behind the wall I had created around myself.

BTS through their struggles showed me that I can make mine better and I need to let it go and the bricks started to crumble. AB are the ones who have made me feel the most emotion. Hope talks more sense into me than anyone even though she is young enough to be my daughter! Erika tells me exactly what she thinks and sometimes that’s the kick up the ass I need. Yoko is the little sister who is so chill to my so crazy and makes me smile like crazy. Nancy is the ying to my yang, the big sister/best friend who no matter what is there if I need her.

The teams are my babies that I am able to nurture, hug (virtually), give advice (even if they don’t like it!) and the most diverse, beautiful, hardworking and amazing people that I know

So NO, I do not want this team to disappear. I want us to grow together, make memories together and be amazing together.

YOU ARE MY FAMILY FOREVER AND ALWAYS