Annyoeng my beautiful Brigadiers.

Once upon a Time there was ….. 😅

Nah just kidding … 😉

I want to be more personal with this letter but I'm not sure if I'll manage to convey my feelings.

Still I'll try.

When I first created AB with Yoko back in 2016 I never thought twitter would suspend our accounts one day but it happened and honestly I was devastated when we lost everything we worked hard for.

You know there are those who create an account and get thousands of followers without moving their pinky and then there are others who literally work their asses off to get noticed.

AB belongs to the 2nd category.

We had no support, no one who promoted us, no one who believed in us …

Instead some were saying we shouldn't even try cause we're new and no one knows us so why bother.

Of course we didn't mind and came a long way hence why I felt like giving up when twitter took our AB account away and maybe I would have if it wasn't for you guys.

At first I tried to stay positive so to not demotivate anyone but it was harder than I had imagined….very hard.

After some time I managed to gather new strength thanks to you guys.

Whenever I had negative thoughts I came to LINE and read the chats which made me smile and I don't think you were aware but seeing how you encouraged and tried to motivate us made me want to keep fighting and so I did.

AB came back and this time in a unique and different way.

Each Admin became a personal account and we were reborn but sadly after not so long we lost them as well and that was my breaking point.

I just couldn't anymore.

This time I neglected almost everything and everyone even LINE and when Corona happened it was like the last drop.

I lost my will and so did the others tho I'd never thought that my actions would affect AB so much but it did.

But when we had our Q&A something switched inside of me when you guys said you wish for Admins to be more around and spend more time in the chats as well as donna saying that not only AB but I also leave the boys hanging.

I felt horrible to be honest and it was the point where I promised myself once again that I'll never stop fighting for this team.

I'm sorry for being a weak Leader when you guys needed me the most but I promise from now on I'll be stronger than ever.

This year was hard on everyone but we will get through this together.

I don't know how I seem to be for the most of you as I often hear I can be very strict but spending so many years as an Admin on twitter this is bound to happen I think.

Just never doubt that I care deeply for each one of you and believe me when I say that I wouldn't be here without you all.

To all Admins, Leaders and members.

You are my reason to keep fighting and I won't stop as long as you guys stay by my side.

I hope I could express myself at least a little bit and my words express my sincerity.

You are my home and I love you guys so THANK YOU for everything.